Have you ever had the experience of having something you have said to turn around and bite you in the ass???
Have you ever worked with people that loved DRAMA?
I work with people like that. I am so sick of telling someone something and they in turn say something totally different. The story they tell starts a great big shit storm that rumbles on and on for months. Well I have had enough. I gave a two weeks notice. I know I can find another job. The whole thing burns my ass so bad because I really thought at least one of these persons were my friend and I thought the other was old enough to know better.
I also recently found out that one of person that is employed with us has been visiting my blog, or at least saw my picture of LINDA CARTER on my page. This person made a direct comment to me that I am not Linda Carter and should not think I am. I wont go in to details as to why they said that but it is all lame. I can admit that I am not perfect nor do I claim to be. It just burns my ASS that it has been going on for so long and that they expects me to take all the blame for stupid shit that has gone on at our lovely little work place. Oh and in case they are reading this now, its called freedom of speech and since I have not mentioned any name at all I see no know harm in VENTING!!! I have made a mistake at work but nothing that would be considered outrages. The were just things that I should have just stepped up, like I usually do, and said,” YES, I DID MAKE A FRICKEN MISTAKE!!" a couple of times I didn’t. I think I didn’t out of some strange fear. I still don’t know what I FEARED? Maybe it was a manic moment or a depressed 0ne...Shit I don’t know. Any hoot, I will be so glad to be away from them and start a new someplace else. I felt such a huge relief when I was typing to my boss; I need to put in my 2 weeks notice.
I save emails that I got from my boss saying that things that were going on at work were no big deal but it seemed like every time I turned around my co worker was calling my boss or emailing my boss and making a big deal out of everything. I even have some of the emails (they thought I would never see) they sent to each other. You see my boss recently made me and my co worker switch positions and my coworker not being as bright as they thought they were left the email replies from our boss in THE Inbox..LOL.. Oh this is great, They have no clue that I know what they thought I would not know..LOL some slapstick humor there, LOL. But after what I read they both are pretty guilty of gossip and two face bullshit. If you all would like I could post it here, I would love to get you opinion on how THE EMAILS READ, MY BOSS SAYS IN HER EMAILS (sorry about the caps) that she is not trying or meaning to hurt my feeling but then she writes my co working and says a bunch of shit about me not being sincere and that I was the one doing finger pointing! I simply wrote what I felt was the truth, but they saw things totally different, Hell who knows maybe I am wrong.? Nah, I think they still just don’t get it... ... Oh well its late and I am so tired, I hope some of this makes sense to you.
You all know HOW I LOVE TO VENT!!!!
PEOPLE ARE TWO FACED BECAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE ANYONE TO CALL A REAL FREIND.IT IS ESSENTIALLY JUST THINKING SOMEONE IS GOING TO LIKE THEM BETTER IF THEY LET OUT WORDS OR ACTIONS TO OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT SOMEONE WHO THOUGHT THEY COULD BE TRUSTED. THEY EVENTUALLY END UP VERY LONELY AND DISTRUSTING OF ANYONE THAT COMES INTO THEIR LIVES ALL CAUSED BY THEIR OWN STUPIDITY.
Because they don't know how to deal when something bad strikes them, that is taking away their most valuable possessions, may it be their lives, their pride or long-hard achievements.
Thus they feel pressured and the automatic instinct to protect what’s theirs arises. They are willing to back-stab, lie, snitch and all sorts to get out of trouble or defend themselves.
Once their problems are solved, they found that they are sly, slick and cunning, and no one will know. So, they keep on doing it, for their own advantage.
Selfish or just ignorant about other people, they strive on that and live till now. Problem is, it's hard to know which is which.
Ok I really am done venting now...NITE.
